Kaitlyn Christine

i hate my job. that is obvious.

this morning i got up 6 hours before my shift instead of sleeping in till noon like i normally do when i close. lucy didn’t want to go to the gym today so i decided to stay up and get ready early to apply for some jobs online.

now here i sit. afraid to even search for anything. even too chicken shit to apply for the two amazing jobs my mom found me at new seasons.

i keep telling myself, “don’t bother…remember how scary starting a new job is? why bother? you’re comfortable.” while earlier today, all i could think was, “god, i’m so depressed. i really don’t want to go to that place today, or ever again for that matter…”

i’ve never felt more stuck in my life. i’m literally a prisoner of my own fear.

if i could only close once a week, that would help me. a lot. i get caught in a real bad funk, a deep depression, when that asshole “manager in training” sticks me with all the closing shifts. he knows it’s unfair…and he knows it upsets me…so why does he do it? isn’t there anywhere or anyone i can turn to?!

god. fuuuuuuuuuuuck.

i do not want to go to work today, :(

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Tonight…you are mine. <3

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prettybalanced:

Tropical Fruit Skewers with Vanilla Yogurt Dip

I think I just found my summer treat! Screw you, strawberry shortcakes!

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get-thinspiration:

when i get my own fridge i am doing this!

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girlgrowingsmall:

t-is-for-training:

5 WAYS TO STAY HEALTHY ON A TIME BUDGET:

Eat fast and smart. Ditch the fast food. Need a quick meal? Go for low-sodium, low calorie options, and add veggies! Check out this list.

30 minutes of activity a day. ANY physical activity will help you maintain your health. Walking, shopping, climbing stairs… it just needs to add up to 30 minutes in order for you to stay healthy!

Prepare for cravings. Don’t go for the vending machine— carry trail mix or carrots on you at all times!

Don’t buy in to shortcuts. Shape-ups? A waste of your money. Just cut out that time you spend watching TV and substitute it for some exercise!

It’s all about your ATTITUDE! Positive attitude = positive results. Say “I can” more often than “I can’t”. If you keep telling yourself you don’t have time instead of actually making time, you won’t get anywhere.

I love it!